Saturday, January 31, 2009
hey people. sorry never post yesterday. very tired once reached home and went sleeping already.
spend one night the day before to try complete my assignment.one sleep-less but sleepy night.
thought yesterday was presentation, but it became consultation.
the real presentation will be on this coming monday.. one main idea.. )):
during consultation aint that good. lecturer didnt say much. just telling me. "develop more" cries):
assignment and more assignment. when does it ever ends? end of term :D
now is the last day of January. so two more weeks to holiday.make it 3 more weeks. HURRY!!!!
i need you..
peace out yo (:
Labels: Faith Hill - There You'll Be (Pearl Harbor)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
post tomorrow.
no time currently. busy ):
Monday, January 26, 2009
happy chinese new year to everyone (:
heard that this year aint a good year ):
but who cares (:
as long as you people enjoy yourself out there (:
cheers people (:
but seriously ):
this year is not a good year for me ):
starting off with a bad start ):
high fever in early jan ):
after that projects piling up ):
and now chinese new year i have not been earning much for extra allowance in gambling ):
and i vomitted like nobody business on new year eve ))):
the feeling of vomitting sucks! ):
this year my family seems quiet ):
abit not active ):
guess most relatives are out overseas enjoying themselves ):
GO JAPAN NEVER BRING ME ALONG ):<
happy holidays people (:
cheerrs cheers (:
hip hip hurray~ (:
peace out yo~ (:
Friday, January 23, 2009
(secondary 4, design and technology room, 2007)
tears falls when i think about the past,
those past mistakes I've done ,
trying to get a grip of myself,
yet i see myself falling down.
thanks to a friend called Heng Tong,
who is a good poly friend of mine,
talk with me through the ride,
talking bout the problem in the night,
consoling and comforting in ways he can.
guess I'm a bastard I'm a jerk,
a creep who always roll in the dirt.
all i wish now is you being happy,
with the one you love.
i apologize again.
for the hurt and sadness.
thanks HengTong.
for hearing me out.
RandyZhang.
Labels: self-reflection
Monday, January 19, 2009
had presentation on own design directions. never take pic while presenting cause forgotten. guess own presentation goes smoothly. just sudden talk like edwin when presenting. it just aint right. so not suppose to be copying his actions. geesh. after presenting not much crit. just 'not too bad' thats all. shag.. nvm. after presentation is totally slack in studio from morning around 11 plus 12 to until 5. just slack slack slack slack total waste of time. geesh. had not done any single history journals. omg omg omg omg =x nvm.. will try to buck up and finish! must be motivated.
today just aint the right me. i dont know why. tried smiling. it came out crooked. i hope i know what im doing.
alright alright. no more the unhappy me. smile ;D
peace out yo(:
Labels: let it be
Sunday, January 18, 2009
back to blogging~ lalalala
hahaa.. last week sure was one super long week.. rushing for report. and rushing for buttons artifacts. Did stayed back in the studio on Thursday over nights with Malay friends, just to rush finish artifact and report. totally tired man! on Friday itself i have totally no energy and also not feeling well. thanks to redbull... cause me to have sore throat man!! somemore in the night still got to stay back in studio until quite late. around 11 plus than leave studio and back home. so tired until no time to blog. hahaha... complains on the word TIRED!
well.. Saturday i never really rest much. went out early in the morning to go shopping until late at night. in the end also never buy any stuffs ._. but Saturday night is one night where i first time brought up my courage and throw my ego away just to face the problem. and it was not that successful as i thought so, i still thought we could be like in the past.. sigh..
peace out yo |:
*PS: i will try to update my life more*
Labels: Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
today is like so tired lah. realised have a report to submit on friday. which i haven even touch. still got buttons project to do. so no freedom lah!! need motivation!!! GIVE ME SOME MOTIVATION AND SELF-DISCIPLINE CAN? i so dont have both of it. dang. hope i can finish up all my stuff this week! *complains complains* =X
oh yeah. today o level results were out. some people pleased with their results while some are not. finally students realized something call study hard. play too much and got those unpleasant results ): too late to realize that but no worries (: cheer up (: there will be a better tomorrow if you buck up (:
guess i'll be back to do my report. (:
peace out yo (:
Labels: first time for everything.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
hey yo people :) this will be my first post on my first blog :) just started to blog cause got meiyun's help with all the design stuff.thanks for helping me out creating this blog oh :) thanks alot lah ~ no matter how picky or fussy i am but she still listen and help me with what i want :D thanks alot thanks alot. actually wanted to start blogging one. just that WeiJie dont want help me do loh. he say will help me one.. since last year. HA. but now finally have one. cheers :D i'll try to update once i have the time oh :) all the best for the O level candidates tomorrow :D
peace out :)Labels: first time for everything.